Really, no words. Starting over again.

Last STATS:        Starting STATS:
 Weight:175        Weight: 172
Neck:12 in           Neck: 12 in
Waist: 32.5         Waist: 33.5
Hips: 45              Hips: 45
Arms: 13.75        Arms: 14
Thighs: 27.25 in   Thighs: 28
Baby Gut: 42.5 in Baby Gut:43
Calves: 16.5 in    Calves: 16.5
Cankles: 9 in       Cankles: 9.5 in
BMI: 34.15           BMI: 33.89

I am very frustrated. I work so hard during the week and am excited to get on the scale today. And I gained again. WHY?! I'm not snacking at night, I'm watching proportions, I'm tracking what I eat, I drink a ton of water. I'm just frustrated and disappointed. I'm not going to give up, I just am... bummed.



WEEK 1 STATS:           WEEK 1 STATS:
 Weight:174.9              Weight: 175
Neck:12 in                Neck: 12 in
Waist: 33.5                 Waist: 32.5
Hips: 46.5 in                  Hips: 45
Arms: 14 in                  Arms: 13.75
Thighs: 27 in                Thighs: 27.25
Baby Gut: 43 in             Baby Gut: 42.5
Calves: 16.5 in               Calves: 16.5
Cankles: 9.5 in                 Cankles: 9 in
BMI: 34.10                 BMI: 34.15

So obviously I'm really good at this. Basically I gave up during the most hectic month of my life. I'm not going to dwell on it. I realized last week that I have three months until I go to Utah for Christmas. I REFUSE to be this heavy when I go. I don't want those looks. The "oh man she's gotten big" looks. People don't understand that I can see them. Anyways, this week I just said I'm done. I gave up soda for the first time, gave up all sugar, breads, and dairy. It's just fruits, veggies, and meat. occasionally, I'll throw in beans. I was frustrated to see that after all my effort, I gained two lbs. I walked every day and stuck to my diet. I drank more water than I have in years. I'm hoping that it's water weight. That my body is so shocked by this that it's holding onto the water in fear of my not continuing to drink it. I decided that I am going to do measurements and go off of that more than the numbers.


August STATS:           WEEK 1 STATS:
 Weight:178.4              Weight: 174.9
Neck:12.5 in                Neck: 12 in
Waist: 32.5                 Waist: 33.5
Hips: 46.5 in                  Hips: 46.5
Arms: 13.5 in                  Arms: 14
Thighs: 27.5 in                Thighs: 27
Baby Gut: 45in             Baby Gut: 43
Calves: 16.5 in               Calves: 16.5
Cankles: 9.5 in                 Cankles: 9.5in
BMI: 35.10                  BMI: 34.10

So the only difference I see is in my face and neck, and my gut went down 2 inches. I'll take it. I'm still really bummed that I gained after all my work. Let's see how next week goes.